[[--sketches of faye--]]

2009-02-26T05:55:00.002+08:00

one whole year since i actually sat down to blog.
so much to say cause so much has changed.
i wonder who ever actually tries to click on my blog's link anymre.
nevertheless, here i am spending some time to jott some lines.
yet i have no idea at all, where do i start.
just a blink of an eye, and i'm 21 fer 6 mths already.
very soon it's gonna be 22.
am i ready for it.?
i really doubt so.

to be continued..

2008-10-24T02:10:00.002+08:00

this is for someone dear whom i lost.. 260107..

Mariah Carey "Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

2008-02-22T04:59:00.003+08:00

so... it's been months.. haven't bothered to update. anyway, no one really reads it.. haha.. many things have been happening. i don't know where to start.. just start with christmas.? lotsa fun actually. i dunno why. heh.. can't realy remember details but i know i did enjoy myself alot.! den comes the new yr.. nth much but time to spend with family and friends.! =) v'day.. spent it with wk, des and darren. ahh.. talking abt tt thurs. it was soooooooooo tiring.! imagine walking frm bugis to the cathy, walk around the shopping centre, walking to plaza sing to window shop, walking frm there to cuppage plaza, and walk to heeren to meet des and wk.. and then...... walk to far east plaza. frm abt 11am to arnd 9pm.? walk non-stop.!!!! to add to that, the night before i only had 2 hrs of sleep. -.- played mahjong after that before heading home..

anyway, my sister mentioned many are having probs in their relationship. hopefully things get sorted out and stay happy. v'day just passed, try nt to argue.. if you do, try to give in aiight.. hope everyday is v'day to you all. cause it is to me.. hahahas. aiyo.. i talk like it's my prob. LOL.. gonna slp. nights to all.!! will write soon. i promise to all tt actually takes time to read. hahas. lotsa love.!

2007-09-12T03:12:00.001+08:00

STOLEN frm annette's blog. heh..

THE PERFECT GUY
1. Knows how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hand would always find your hand.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13. Realize he’s being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn’t normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive five hours just to see you for one.
21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can’t.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.

of course, nt all is true. =)

2007-08-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

gonna be in same class as my darling. wahahas..! my 2bucks to the sch was worth it.. try bribing ppl.! lols

mel.ksp.sok>> says:
hahahhaa
mel.ksp.sok>> says:
ok i will try nt to die
fAye' says:
hahas
fAye' says:
ok lo
fAye' says:
i dun hug you lo
fAye' says:
=(
mel.ksp.sok>> says:
hahaha
mel.ksp.sok>> says:
okokok
mel.ksp.sok>> says:
hug all u want
fAye' says:
hahas. dun regret saying tt. LOL

2007-08-01T06:41:00.000+08:00

hot.!

ENRIQUE IGLESIAS LYRICS
Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song)

Do you know [x3]

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know [x4]
Do ya

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know [x4]
Do ya

How can I love you [x4]

If you just don't talk to me, babe.
I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
(Do you know)
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like loving
someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know [x3]

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know [x7]

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed
Do you know [x3]

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know how it feels)
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed
Do you know [x4]
Do ya
Do you know [x4]
Do ya
Do you know [x4]
Do ya

2007-06-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

huiyan..

sexy.? heh

as cheeky as me. look at his FACE.! hahahas.

nice angle.? my skills are gd.! hahas.

look at kristal slouching and xing ying slacking when no one's looking. hahahahahas

2007-05-28T05:52:00.000+08:00

the long awaited pictures.!! yay.!!

artistic.? heh

she's pretty.!

the ladies..

waiting fer guests.. =)

photos..

and again..

and another. =)

i did my job okay.! hahas..

passing parcel..

reading my forfeit.

hahas.. sry once mre..

musical chairs.?

so worried..

ohoh. hurry seat..

phew~

yay.!

heh..

last two.!

thanks fer helping.!

look so funny..

cannot tahan la.!

couldn't stop laughing. OMG

2007-05-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

darren.! at MOS.. hmm.. i look pink while poor darren has to look super fair.! =Xxx sry..! hehe.. i edited the pic. i looked damn red. like i'm drunk. even my eyes were red.. like i said.. i drank too fast.!!

2007-05-27T00:19:00.000+08:00

everybody meet kristal, my working love-. LOL.. she's fun to be with.. =)

meet fai's 2 frens.. hahas.. i dun even noe their name. =X sry.!

my darling fai.! hahas. been a long time since we hanged out. this is at MOS which we went after dbl o.
ok i admit. i drank wae too fast. my face is red.!!

2007-05-21T02:42:00.000+08:00

i know that when you look at me, theres so much that you just dont see.
if you would only take the time, you'll see the hurt in me.
sometimes i feel so all alone, i wanna run to you.
won't you hold me in your arms, and keep me safe from harm.
but if i come to you, will you stay or will you run away.
i need you here, i need you to wipe away my tears.
to kiss away my fears, if you only knew how much i love you.

2007-05-20T04:29:00.000+08:00

so.. this crazy girl was thinking of breakfast, 1hr after her supper. hahas. okok.. just kidding. she wanted a drink.. decided to accompany her. met huiyan at east coast park mac fer a drink.! den to a walk along the beach and harshbrown.. =) hmm.. after harshbrowns, that's where the funny stuffs happens.. frm spying to packing bags to curling hair to fries & nuggets to slping. and to parkwae and to mos.!! hahas.. she's really playful. had fun.!! *winks

she's looking so blur..

before we left mac fer a walk.

edited. =)

snap shot of her. hehe.. she wasn't aware..

the babe.

mie.!

nice.? heh

us.!

and again.

faye
huiyan

we're @ ECP @ 6.44am

<"v"> be strong faye! <"v"> [[aww. thx babe..]]

hui yan's always cared for

hui yan cant SLEEP!

after enough drawings, we went to mac fer harshbrowns. =)

2007-05-12T03:52:00.000+08:00

RANDOM

EVEN MRE RANDOM
gom semari ga han jip eh it sso
abba gom umma gom e gi gom
abba gom un tung tung hae
umma gom un nalsin hae
e gi gom un nomu giyowo
wussuk wussuk jaranda

2007-05-11T02:01:00.000+08:00

okaes, so what if i had a rough dae yest.. i have 2 bestest peeps to accompany me todae.! YEA, ALLY.. u weren't arnd. how sad.! anywae.. here are some pics.

was rotting in the bus la..!

after my job interviews, tried my luck and dropped by fai's starbucks and finally.! she's there.!

random pic of her. wahahas.. better pics nxt time.! =)

the two sweet hearts of the dae. =) thanks.!! fer accompanying me.! i'm sure i bored the hell out of you two. =Xx

suk's camping bag. hahas.

met rex again.!! =) this boy's grown so much. he used to be tt lil nerdy small kid tt's SHORTER den me. look at him now.! =)

action city.! before they caught us using cameras.! heh.. =Ppp

2007-05-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm..
i alwaes wanted to buy you breakfast or lunch and suddenly appear.
but not gonna happen..
i alwaes though of baking a chocolate fudge cake just for you,
but seems like it wun happen..
i alwaes tot everything was perfect for us.
but nth is ever perfect..

2007-05-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

lunch with oasis restaurant co-workers, james, daniel and ally. ALLY BUGGED me like mad to go. -.- you owe me one babe.!! nth much.. just sat at plaza sing's cafe cartel fer like 3 hrs plus. yup. den i had to go sch to collect my work already. and thx darren.!! fer helping me out.. carrying like everything fer me. hahas.. dammit. now i feel like some lazy ass.

aunty.!

just love her hair.

meet daniel and james.

2007-05-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

sundae.. decided to celebrate mother's dae a week earlier. =)

in the car. nice eh..

wondering what to order..

still not decided.

my blur 2nd sister.

eldest sister with her bf.

still unware of what's coming..

wondering what's her present.

delighted with a pair of phantom of the opera tickets.!

smiling.. haha.! my parents watched tt concert together ages ago. so now we got them a chance to watch it together again.

random pic frm my hp. night mode and some lights. moved wen taken. looks cool. hahaha

2007-05-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

all the random pics first..

think this was ljs..

mum got me to paint these fer her.. O.o

potato salad with bacon bits overloaded- i'm having now..

my shoes fer specialisation..

heh.. =)

2007-05-06T07:04:00.000+08:00

more pictures as promised. still not all of it but.. well.. almost all already.!

a better one..

well.. wad else can i say but.. sok's enjoying. haha.!

i just love her.. don't you.?

aww.. she loves me too. lols..

opps.!! things got out of hand.. O.o

BUT.! we're absolutely straight yo.! we still LOVE guys more. hah.!!

2007-05-04T09:36:00.000+08:00

as you can see.. was out with sam and sok finally.!! hahas. and we stayed over at sok's.. hmm.. mre les-ing arnd being caught by sam.. hahas. upload wen sok wakes up frm her beauty slp and send the rest to me. =)

Balcony..

Heeren..

He just couldn't wait.!

2007-05-04T02:47:00.000+08:00

2007-04-30T04:33:00.000+08:00

if i tld you i'd cry a thousand rivers for you, wld you believe me.?

2007-04-25T02:57:00.000+08:00

mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
ahahha
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
yea
'supper anyone.? lols says:
still, you're no.1
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hahahas
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
we need each other too much
'supper anyone.? lols says:
yea man!
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
thatz y we have flings
'supper anyone.? lols says:
wae too much
'supper anyone.? lols says:
haha
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
bt still i go back to u
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
hahahhaaa
'supper anyone.? lols says:
same!
'supper anyone.? lols says:
tt's the wae we do it
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
spare tyre
'supper anyone.? lols says:
ultimately, u're still the one i go back too
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hahahaha
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
better be ah

after 5 mins..

mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
plz do wake up and go out
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
if nt i go ure hse kiss u
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hahas
'supper anyone.? lols says:
okies
'supper anyone.? lols says:
i will
'supper anyone.? lols says:
meet on sat maybe?
'supper anyone.? lols says:
=)
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
yeah
'supper anyone.? lols says:
after ur assessment
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
keep in touch
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
fri night also can
'supper anyone.? lols says:
yupyup
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
hahaha
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hahas
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
muackkkksssss
'supper anyone.? lols says:
YUP!
'supper anyone.? lols says:
cant wait
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hehe
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
loveee yaaaaaa
'supper anyone.? lols says:
smuackies
'supper anyone.? lols says:
huggies
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
haha
'supper anyone.? lols says:
love ya too

2007-04-25T02:49:00.000+08:00

hmm.. another on my babe.! i miss her, jayne and sam soooo much.! =(

'supper anyone.? lols says:
miss u la!!
'supper anyone.? lols says:
T.T
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
gonna kiss u until u cannot breathe
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hahaha
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
u sure ntttt
'supper anyone.? lols says:
awwwwwww
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
only me ah
'supper anyone.? lols says:
can't wait!
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hahas
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
*shy
'supper anyone.? lols says:
yea you oni
'supper anyone.? lols says:
ONLY YOU.!
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hhehe
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
oh goddd
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hahaas
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
im thhinkk im becomin a les
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
hahhahaa
'supper anyone.? lols says:
and yea. i shall go club wif u and sam. i promised
'supper anyone.? lols says:
haha
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
ohh yea
'supper anyone.? lols says:
it's ok. i feel you
'supper anyone.? lols says:
hahahas
mel.ksp.sok>>touch me tease me anyway you want me says:
LOL
'supper anyone.? lols says:
WAHAHA

2007-04-20T02:18:00.000+08:00

BORED.!

001. real name : Huang Mingming, Faye @ Wong Mingming, Faye
002. nickname: er.. no idea.
003. single or taken : alwaes taken. =)
004. zodiac sign : Leo
006. elementary : Ngee Ann
007. high : Ngee Ann Secondary
008. college : LaSalle
009. eye color : brown
010. hair color : brown
011. long or short hair : long
012. shoe size :somtimes 35 sometimes 36
013. allergies : nt tt i noe of
014. are you health freak : nope
015. height : 160-162?
016. do you have a crush onsomeone: nope
017. do you like yourself: yea. i guess.
018. piercings : 6 plus one closed.
019. tattoos : Yes. one.
020. righty or lefty: right.

FIRSTS: where's 21.? lol
022. first surgery : none.
023. first piercing : both ears.
024. first best friend : kelvin in pri.1? lol
025. first movie : Don't rem la. -.-
026. First sport you joined : netball.
027. first pet : hamster.
028. first vacation : err. can't rem la.
029. first concert : can't rem.!
030. first crush : Junyong. HAHA.! tt was pri 3.

CURRENTLY : where's 31 to 48.? LOL. WTH
049. eating : ba chor mee.? heh. supper.. yummy
050. drinking : water. lols.
052. i'm about : draw external work cause i nv do and tml is david's lesson.? LOL
053. listening to : Christina - Hurt
055. waiting for : my ass to start working on external drawing.?
057. wearing : black top and skirt.
where's 51,54 and 56? LOL.

YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids? : but of course.
059. want to get married? YES.
060. careers in mind? : TOP FASHION DESIGNER

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITESEX? :
068. lips or eyes? : eyes.
069. hugs or kisses : hugs
070. shorter or taller : taller i guess
072. romantic or spontaneous :romantic.
073. stomach or arms : arms?
074. sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. hook-up or relationship: Relationship. no way fer hook-ups

HAVE YOU EVER :
078. kissed a stranger : no.
080. lost glasses/contacts: hell ya.
081. ran away from home : yep
082. broken any bones : nope
084. broken someone's heart : i guess
085. been arrested : nope.
086. turned someone down : yea.
.087. cried when someone die : Definitely.
088. liked a friend : yea.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself: yes. to a certain extent
090. miracles : maybe
091. love at first sight : yea.
092. heaven : nt really
093. santa claus : wen i was a kid
094. fairies : maybe. haha
095. kissing on the first date : peck.?
096. angels : hmm. yea. i guess so.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people youwant to be with right now? : ONE ONLY.
098. Is Superman really better thanBatman? : hahas. yea
099. Have you had more than oneboyfriend/girlfriend at the sametime? : NO.!
100. Confessions? : nope.

2007-04-12T05:38:00.000+08:00

so.. check out my photographer's photography skills.! hahas. and my personal photographer says i am lun zhun (CLUMSY).
-.-

bloody hell this one makes me look like a bird la. look at that chirpy lips. hahaha.

how artistic. heh.

spike in my hand.!! watch out.!

nice.! hehe

2007-04-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so after like thousands of restless hours on Louis Vuitton for last term's presentation, now i got to research on other artistS fer another presentation. seriously gonna slit my throat and just die.! so tiring cans.!! i really need to slack at kallang river or east coast beach or sumthing.. i gonna break down soon.! needa chill sometime.. shall go bavck to presentation.. buibuai!!

2007-03-30T04:15:00.000+08:00

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome!
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty usually is the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY not smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I love the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. [[you can ask sok or jayne or ally]]
I enjoy talking on the phone. [[depends on hu. lols]]
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I LOVE TO SHOP.
Enjoy window shopping.
Would rather shop than eat. [[somehow i eat mre den shop. HAHA]]
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in [a] God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before
I like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything. [not tt i know of]]
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. [[depends actually]]
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol/drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work / school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys. [[one only]]
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient on a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage. [[cheese hot dogs.!]]
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridaysI watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas. [[ WTH.?]]
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when neccesary.
I have pointy-ended ears.
I LOVE korean dramas

=)

2007-03-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

mel.k.sok.p...do u ever feel like breakin down? says:
hahahahaha
mel.k.sok.p...do u ever feel like breakin down? says:
i will nv feel out of place when im with u
mel.k.sok.p...do u ever feel like breakin down? says:
lol

AWWW.!! tt sweet babe.!! hahahas

2007-03-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

SO.! basically, we were all slacking during 3d project. hahas.. these are really some random pictures.! not in order.. lazy to put them nicely in order. enjoy.!! heh

2007-03-04T02:50:00.000+08:00

ok. was realli bored.. so to kill time. here is some stupid quiz. -.-

GUYISH:
[ ] you like being sweaty.
[ ] you love hoodies and jeans.
[x] dogs are better than cats.
[ ] it's funny when people get hurt.
[x] you've played with/against boys ona team.
[ ] shopping is torture.
[ ] sad movies suck.
[ ] you owned an XBox/PS/GB.
[ ] at some point in time you wantedto be a firefighter.
[ ] you own a PSP.
[ ] you used to be obsessed with PowerRangers.
[x] you watch sports on TV.
[ok la..] gory movies are awesome
[ ] you only go to your dad foradvice.
[ ] you own like a trillion baseballcaps.
[ ] you like going to football games.
[ ] you used to/do collect baseballcards.
[depends..] baggy pants are cool.
[ ] fire is cool.
[ ] you don't babysit.
[depends..] it's kinda weird to havesleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] green, black, red, blue or silver are your favourite color(s).
[ ] you don't care about your hairsometimes.
[x] you love to go crazy.
[x] contact sports like basketball are fun too.

GIRLY:
[x] you wear lip gloss.
[not all the time..] you love to shop all the time.
[x] you wear eyeliner sometimes.
[x] you buy different colored shirts.
[ ] you have many of the same shirtsin different colors.
[ ] you don't like shopping at hottopic.
[hardly. but one jacket is..] wear the color pink
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] you hate wearing the color black.
[depends..] you like hanging at the mall.
[x] you like getting manicures and/orpedicures.
[a min amount..] you like wearing jewelry.
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe.
[not really..] you take a long time doing yourhair.
[x] shopping is one of yourfavorite hobbies.
[x] you hate the movie Star Wars.
[x] you are/were in cheerleading,gymnastics or dance.
[including blow drying of hair..] it takes you around 30 minutes toget dressed and put on make-up andaccesories.
[x] you smile a lot more than you should.
[x] you have more then 10 pairs of shoes.

2007-02-28T01:52:00.000+08:00

something to share abt aunty's ah lian side.! LOL

escape artist - jon
.HsÏëñ.×º°”˜`”°º ms chan - ally
'unspoken words - mie

escape artist. says:
eeee.
escape artist. says:
so unglam.
'unspoken words says:
hahahahas
escape artist. says:
go see my personal nick.
escape artist. says:
veh nice.
'unspoken words says:
kk
'unspoken words says:
LOL
'unspoken words says:
wahahas
'unspoken words says:
AUNTY.! u shiet damn long lehs
.HsÏëñ.×º°”˜`”°º ms chan says:
HI!
.HsÏëñ.×º°”˜`”°º ms chan says:
i'm back!
.HsÏëñ.×º°”˜`”°º ms chan says:
fuck u jon
'unspoken words says:
wah.!
'unspoken words says:
ah lian la!
escape artist. says:
i dont mind.
escape artist. says:
hahahaha.
.HsÏëñ.×º°”˜`”°º ms chan says:
-.- (the panda icon with eyes shifting left to right, back and fro)
escape artist. says:
SEE?
escape artist. says:
SEE?
'unspoken words says:
hahas
.HsÏëñ.×º°”˜`”°º ms chan says:
argh!

2007-02-27T01:20:00.000+08:00

what a long dae. few hours of lecture talk.. a short break fer lunch.. few hours of discussion and few hours of structure. was at wei xin's till abt 11.15pm.. by the time i got home, it was almost 12am already.. and tml i haf to be in sch by 10.45am. awww.. tt is just sickening la.! and no need to say, tml is doing project again. how boring can lasalle-sia get eh.. they're just out to get foundation students to look like zombies.. and dammit.! where was zaila uh.?? MIA.?? i mean i am not angry la.. but she should have at least answered my calls//called back or reply my sms-es?? >.<>

2007-02-16T02:41:00.000+08:00

hmm. long time nv blog. so shall post some sparstic pictures fer u guys.. see my two closest retard classmates.! love them lots lots.. =))

she's in love with cameras..

sneaky ally.

she's in love with me. lols.!

arh.! i see a ghost.

blur las.!

sleeping soon.?

library.

he's trying to act cute la. lols..

2007-02-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

she left us all on 26th january 2007.. at 10.30pm, just 1/2 an hour after i arrived. how much i wanted to talk to her. but all we could do was wait, hoping the nurses could do something. she looked so peacful. no struggles.. felt she din suffer yet it was pain to let her go. all in all. i'll always love her. i sure do miss her marcoroni tt was always specially made for me. i love you mama. i always will.
I HEART YOU.!

2007-01-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

long day i had. kinda bad too. nt bad until i went to see my granny and wen i reach home, got mre upset.. thx to a comment, "visit her for what.? i also don't know her." pls la. you promised to visit her with me just before your attachment. and now you suddenly change your mind like that. or you just said things or gave me promises w/o thinking? whether you know her or not, or whether i pissed you off the dae b4, yesterdae or todae, or if we are ok or even not.. u made a promise, at least keep it or sae sry cause you can't keep it anymore. you don't just shut me off by saying i don't know her.. right? somemre wen i sae "tt time new yr i also din noe anyone, u brought me along.." u can jet me by saying, "tt is new yr wad. somemre you can get money." like hello.? this isn't abt money now. or even to sae new yr.? i dun even know if she cant make it thru new yr aiight.? i know you are busy with sch exams, attachments now. but so am i tired frm sch. but she has oni these few daes or weeks or mths you know.? i'll nv know when she'll go fer gd. you can sae my mum emo or attached to my granny. but just fer the sake of my dying ah ma. can't you even spare a few hours just to let her see you.? just once maybe? it's not like i asked anyone else to go but you.! nvm abt tt. forget it. makes my blood boil. and somehow, to the topic of making time for you, you ask me go find her. but wen i go find her, you may get upset saying you miss me. and tt doesn't just end there. you will get frustrated cause we din meet and you'll just get so pissed even i dun dare to make a sound sometimes. or if i talk back.. worse.. gone case.! can dun talk till maybe sae the nxt dae or wad. sometimes i feel so desperate in finding ways to make you happy. i dun ask for you to be good or perfect. i dun ask fer anything in fact. i am happy the way we were or are. i dunno. but now. i hope you dun ask of anything from me cause i can't really promise or assure you anything now, with sch and stuff. i am just trying to be a filial grand-daughter when i have the chance to be. i dun wanna regret if i lose her somedae.. i'm sorry.

2007-01-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

just 2 weeks since a perfect countdwn of 2007 and so much has happened. ain't gonna go into details but. somehow it's over- i just dunno wad to do las. so not feeling well. nites'

2006-12-01T04:28:00.000+08:00

hmm.. was looking thru my sister's lappy pics.. and managed to scroll thru mani old pictures.. hahahas..! take a look..

these were taking in dec'2003 to feb'2004.. pictures on our youth exchange prog.. =)

rex.. candice.. claressa.. amd mie.. i wasn't looking at the cam.. hehe..

some dinner we had to attend.. erm.. i can't rem who is tt guy.. haha.!! =Ppp

some exhibition we attended in sg after the exchange prog..

btw.. that is Uncle Matthew. Nelly's dad.. =D Rex was busy..

now.. jump to 2005.! miss my god-sister so much i decided to post some pics taken last yr..

at the church in the mrning.. and once again.. i ain't looking at the camera.. hahas

at her hotel room before the dinner started.. =)

and now.. to this yr.. where i got some pics i just feel like posting can.?? lols..

okaes.. this was taken with my sister b4 some heavenly jap cuisine.

father's day dinner..

picture taken with my 2 sisters @ ah ma's b'dae celebration dinner..

family photo with ah ma.. =)

last but not least.. some pictures frm a bangkok trip.

my lucky sister got the window seat. but photos were taken by ehhem, me.! hahas

lovely isn't it..

can see how nice the landscape is..? =)

after landing, we took the shuttle bus to the airport.. managed to snap a pic..

sulky face.. nt willing to come back to sg after too much shopping.? hahas..

last fer the dae, mie.! cldn't wait.. wanna see my baby.!! hehe

2006-11-25T02:42:00.000+08:00

having some fun at wei xin's place.. weird thing, she din send me the photo i took with her. instead, she sent me ally and i.. hahas. the cookies were great.!

2006-11-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.. this is definately an alternative wen u haf nth to blog..

YES OR NO.

1. Taken a picture with someone else?
yes

2.Painted your room?
yes

3. Painted a car?
yes

4. Drove a car? Rodea bike and fell?
yes. did drive.. and hell ya. fell of the bike mani times.

5. Danced in front of your mirror?
HAHAHHA.! yes.

6. Have a crush?
now.? no.

7. Been sad?
a lil.

8. Have a friend?
nope. have tonns..

9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
nv. and hell no.

10. Been in a fist fight?
hmm.. yes.

11. Been happy?
yes. i guess.

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have themback?
yes. but later on when i totally give up, that person in turn have feelings fer me. counted.?

13. Been arrested?
erm.. no.

14. Made out with a stranger?
NO.! hell no.

15. Meet up with a member of theopposite sexsomewhere?
-.- stupid question.

16. Left your house without tellingyourparents?
yes.! hahahahaha

17. Had a crush on your neighbour?
erm. no.

18. Skipped school to do something morefun?
YES!! with my beloved fairuz. camping at east coast, 6 in the mrning.. hahahahaha..

19. Slept in a bed with a member of thesame sex?
yes. my sisters, mum, friends. come on.? chalets.!

20. Seen someone die?
erm. no. not tt i can rem..

21. Been on a plane?
yes.

22. Kissed someone (not a parent or"friend")?
as in stranger.? or normal friends.? no.!

23. Slept in until 3pm?
hahas. yes.

24. Love someone or miss someone rightnow?
of course.

25. Laid on your back and watched cloudshapesgo by?
yea.

26. Made a snow angel? ate a snowangel?
yes.

27. Made someone happy?
i guess so.

28. Cheated while playing a game?
HAhah.. duhz.!

29. Been lonely?
yes. i'm sure everyone did went thru tt b4.

30. Fallen asleep at work/school?
nt at wrk. but hell ya, in sch..

31. Been to a party? But not a partyanimal.
yes.

32. Felt an earthquake?
yes.

33. Touched a snake?
yes.

34. Ran as fast as u can?
erm. dun think so. hahas..

35. Lick a lollipop?
-.- yes.

36. Been heartbroken?
mani times.

37.Been in a car accident?
yes. but was totally fine.

38. Hated your parents?
yes. sometimes..
*sry mummy & daddy.!

39. Witnessed a crime?
yes.

40. sweet danced?
hmm. yes.

41. Been lost?
yes. emotionally and physically. haha..
and so tt if u haf nt realised, i haf no sense of directions.

42.Been to the opposite side of thecountry?
yes.

43. Been lonely?
-.- yes.!!! need to emphasise ah.?

44. Cried yourself to sleep?
definitely did.

46. Sang karaoke?
yes.

47. Done something you told yourselfyouwouldn't?
yes. i can be rather soft hearted. or shld i sae very.

48. Laughed until something you weredrinking came out your nose?
erm. nt tt i can rem..

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
yes.!

50. kissed in the rain?
a peck frm my bf or frm me to him wen it's drizzling.? counted.?

2006-11-13T22:07:00.001+08:00

hmm.. it's the holidaes now and i don't think i'll have the time to slack around.. gonna be wrking le.. and yea.. hardly will get any off days.. =( anyway, thx ally.!! fer the job intro.. =)) and fug.!!! stupid gst increase frm 5% to freaking 7%.. wth.!!! ewwww.! damn irritating.. everything also increase.. why the hell ppl chose pap to control the govt. EWWWW!!! see la.. now everything also increase.. expected can.. frm bus fare to taxi fare to even gst... argh.!!! y nt increase our pay too huh.??!!!

2006-11-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

heyo.. so glad i can wrk w/o any interruptions.. no sch till jan.. which means wrk wrk wrk.. >.<

2006-11-08T20:00:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i seriously haf no idea wad to sae. been like ages since i last blogged. my wonderful blog is gone. hahas.. shldn't have deleted it eh.. stupid me.. anyway. this blog is much more simpler compared to the previous one. may get back the same skin someday.. hahas.. see how la.. wen i nth to do i see if got any other nicer ones.. or maybe customise one myself. that's all fer now.. =)

2006-11-08T03:41:00.000+08:00

simple.

[[*--sketches of faye--*]]

[[--sketches of faye--]]